We'll Never Know ~ Lifehouse

Tell all the dreams that you have let slip right through your hands
Do you feel lost inside of someone else's life

And we're not gonna live forever
Can you tell me is it now or never
I'm not gonna make up your mind
I don't wanna live without you
And I don't wanna live a lie
We'll never know till we try
Yeah we'll never know till we try

Failure is the only way to learn till you've come undone
The rest will never find out what they might have been

And we're not gonna live forever
Can you tell me is it now or never
I'm not gonna make up your mind
I don't wanna live without you
And I don't wanna live a lie
We'll never know till we try
Yeah we'll never know till we try

So don't tell me sometime just where did we go wrong, yeah

And we're not gonna live forever
Can you tell me is it now or never
I'm not gonna make up your mind
I don't wanna live without you
And I don't wanna live a lie
We'll never know till we try
Yeah we'll never know till we try

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Undone ~ Lifehouse

I can see it your eyes you're hurting
But pain is part of learning who you are
All these truths can sometimes be deceiving
When your whole world comes crashing to the ground

Tell me everything you need now anything at all
And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall
Yeah, When you come undone
When you come undone

You know I can't be like everybody
Cause I can't tell you what you want to hear
I don't know if I can make it better
All I know is I will be around

Tell me everything you need now anything at all
And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall
Yeah, When you come undone
When you come undone

When all your plans are made out lying on the floor
And all your dreams are turning into nothing more
When all your hope has left you know you're not alone
Just hold on
Hold on

Tell me everything you need now anything at all
And I will be the one who's waiting anytime you fall
Yeah, When you come undone
When you come undone

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Blind ~ Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go


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I don't know why, but these are my songs of the moment, including the best song in the world (at this point in time at least, aka 867-5309/Jenny). I love Lifehouse. I always have, ever since i heard them the first time. And I've converted my sister and my mother to the sounds of Lifehouse and they like them too. Yay!

I love Undone sooooooooo much. It makes me think of... something. The unattainable. Love. I dunno. It holds some sort of meaning for me, about love or something. I can't describe it in words. There's just something about this song that rings true.

We'll Never Know reminds me of something/someones but i don't know who yet. I know this song is meant for characters i know, i just can't pinpoint them in my mind. Probably more than just one set of characters. I dunno. But this song also screams romance and love at me. it makes me smile, and wish for the best for ... i'm not quite sure, but it gives me hope.

Blind makes me sad and hopeful and something all at the same time. For some reason My love for you is blind is so deep to me i can barely comprehend it, if i even do comprehend it. I think all the songs remind me of characters and love and crap like that. But these are the three songs that i have been listening to over and over and over again. I can't seem to stop. An addiction, an obession.

I have no qualms about being a freak. That these songs could possibly mean so much and so little and maybe even define something unattainable is just a tiny slice of the Caitlin Cake (which incidentally has more layers than any other cake known to man).

I miss Kerry...

I've been slightly anti-social lately. I don't know why. It almost seems that while i was away things changed a lot around here. I guess i'm just waiting for the dust to settle so i can see where i'm going. Maybe i need some time for myself. I go into hermit moods for time to time. its just something that i do. I do feel like i have been looking good for the past few days though. putting on my new tanks and stuff. and feeling like i have sexy hair days. i dunno. feel good and anti-social at the same time.

weird.

and no, no one can have a piece of the Caitlin Cake. the Caitie Cake is definately off limits. to everyone.

( i was going to call it the Caitlin Pie, but i thought Cake sounded better.)

ps. I was severely disappointed when Tommy Tutone was not on Hit Me Baby 1 More Time.

Ok, i think i'm done now.

*kisses*